Angels In Disguise

 Death is something we don't see coming but all know him when we see him. We see it every day weather it's in a peaceful or tragic way. He comes and take away the people we love the most, the people we care about, the people which whom we planned on growing old with, the people who we know would have never left our side unless death has arrived,  and that's exactly when it hits us.
  That's the worst part because we never knows when he's coming so we take a lot of things for granted; A lot of things we wish we could have did differently; A lot of things we wish we could take back; A lot of things we wish never happened but know if it didn't we wouldn't be where we at.
 Death will have you questioning Gods actions, shoot questioning if there even is a God sometimes because he makes you think it's the work of someone so evil, because only a evil person would want to see you go thru something like this. But that's not true. This is something WE ALL done been thru something all so very familiar with, but would hate to deal with.
 You might even began to ask god Why!? Looking in the sky hoping for a reply Why!? But sometimes he doesn't answer right away, maybe it's because he's gathering your support system up in a huddle and telling them "your love ones needs you right now help your brother/sister thru... BREAK"!
 He called so many of his angels home thru out the years, maybe he need them more than we do and just knowing that they're job they had was now done and it was even a blessing to even meet a person who is now capable of watching you, guiding you, holding you, helping you, loving you, without being here physically because their spirit is just as great as there physical appearance. They were Angels the whole time and you didn't even know it til the end; That's what messes you up like... "I knew an angel.. Why didn't they tell me"?
 Death puts you thru the worst pain you can ever go thru mentally and emotionally. He makes you beat yourself up, cry your eyes dry, and make you feel pain like you never felt before, but most of all he makes you realize that life is way to short for the petty things, for you to take for granted, for you to not know when it might be your time or someone so very close to you to go.
 God wouldn't put you thru any obstacle he know you couldn't get thru. Remain Prayed Up!