Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Hello Love

"That sunlight you didn't want to sneak thru the curtains and wake you, that's the hurt I didn't want to feel. Somedays I wish you felt the hurt I did. I know how selfish and cruel that sounds but sometimes I tend to leave myself behind". 
                                                                                                      -Rameeh S.


  Love is about putting those you love before you. What happens when they forget to remember you? Is that not love anymore? Does your happiness not matter? At this time is it too late to be selfish? 
  I know none of the answers to any of these questions. That scares me the most because I became a victim of ignorance. I know that love is responsible for that. I know that much. 
  I use to think love didn't hurt. But really love does the most. Love hurts, love yells, love cries, love loves, love forgets, love forgives, love remembers, love makes you happy, love makes you sad, love scares you. Love is like it's endless verbs... Simply endless.  
  It's the warmth you get when you feel loved; that relief you feel when you know you're loved. Because love also makes you feel like everything is ok and if it's not now it will be. That's what makes people want love so bad. 
  Everyone wants to feel that. But it's the tough times that people fear that not one person is ever prepared enough for; because no matter how many times you try to catch it, you always seem to miss it. Time is funny like that there's never a right time. Just hard times and easy times but most times are harder than anytime. 
  You honestly never know how much time you have. It simply just happens and sometimes you're too late for love. Once you miss it, you want to know how, what, where, and when things went wrong. But most importantly why you lost love. These times make people not want love. How can you love again when you know that love is capable to hurt. 
  If love is enough for you then it's most certainly worth fighting for. Because in life we never ask for certain things to happen they just do and we just deal with them and the people who don't deal with them either feel like it's not enough or it's not worth it. And if something isn't worth it for you going out your way will make things so pointless and that's not love. It's not pointless. 
  Love changes you. It makes you do everything you didn't know you could do before. It sticks with you. Even when you don't want it to it does, to remind you that it's still there. It's up to you to conquer. Because love is still a beautiful thing.Love is that unwanted sunlight that sneak up on you and wake you. You might not want it to happen but it's simply out of your control.